Hey guys!
This is my 3rd (& hopefully last) tumblr account I’m going to make! I do miss my old one but I thought by making a new one it would help me start a new. I promise to put more effort this time and post up cool stuff! I follow everyone who follows back! I have a second blog MotherFuckingPurple.tumblr.com , it’s pretty awsome! Check it out.
Anyways I’m just gonna start off by introducing myself. My name is Annalyn Faalam Ellis. I’m 18 years old and living in Sydney, Australia. I’m currently studying my Diploma in Child Care in TAFE. I am Pure bred Filipino. I was born in Philippines on the 24th of December, 1993. I currently live with my mum but is moving out this year by myself. I’ve always wanted to become a tattoo artist when I was younger but my love for art faded. I play guitar, drums and a bit of bass. I sing and dance now and then but it’s more of a hobby. If you want to know anything else about me please feel free to ask questions!
08032012- Day 1
It’s been a week since mum has left for Philippines. She has to go over to visit Grandma’s grave in respect. I’m left at home for 3 weeks by myself. I’m not complaining, I work 5 days a week so that keeps me busy. But it would be nice to have some company every now and then. I’ve been really fragile since my boyfriend broke up with me last Saturday. Being isolated in my room, not wanting to hang out with friends or anything. I’ve been spending my weekends drinking by myself, trying to forget what I had. Stupid relationships these days don’t last when I want them to. I’m trying hard to move on, but it’s harder than I thought. Mum’s been in hospital for a few days now. Her health is deteriorating her. She tries to stop smoking but after 30 years of the stuff, she makes excuses saying she can’t. It breaks my heart really. I have a really strong relationship with her, and she’s not even trying to get better. It’s as if she’s already given up on herself. If she’s gone, I won’t have anyone any more…
Things are at it’s lowest for me.
Peace x
Konichiwa;
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